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Standing in the crowd..

I see the sweat pouring off your body, the sweat I used to welcome on mine. I can taste it, the sweat I once thrived off of.. it disgusts me.

I see bloodshot eyes, reminding me of mine after so many times I’ve cried over you.

I don’t know what I was crying over.. oceans of wasted tears.

I see a boy hiding in a man’s body; you can’t hide behind make up and nail polish.

I see a decent musician, but not a great one. I was so blinded by my adoration that I thought you were a music God, but in all reality.. I’ve heard better. You’re decent at best, but the crowd still loves you. Appreciate it, you’re one of the lucky ones.

What we had was never really real, it was a figment of my imagination, something great I made up when it was all nothing.. sex and tears. It was broken promises and lying tongues. Every I love you.. every I miss you.. bullshit. The sad part is I actually believed it.. I convinced myself of a reality I thought I needed.. I never did.

Standing in the crowd, looking up at you tonight.. I don’t know what I ever saw in you. I don’t know how I felt the way I did. I tried so hard tonight.. to feel that way, to feel it one last time.. but I couldn’t. I can’t find what we had.. what I had for you.

Tonight, I saw you for what you really are.. a monster. A monster I have been dealing with and stuck on for way too long. A monster that took my innocence.. took my everything.. took my heart, and broke it.

A monster that left me with nothing…

PRINT THIS POST 5/26/12 — 1:17am
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What's wrong with our society.
  • Kim Kardashian:

    I'd like to marry this dude and spend $10 million dollars on a publicity wedding please oh and then 72 days later I'd like a divorce

  • America:

    Well sure why not?

  • Britney Spears:

    I want to get hitched in a chapel in Vegas and have the marriage annulled fifty-five hours later because I didn't know what the hell I was doing

  • America:

    Whatever you want!

  • Carmen Electra:

    I want to get married in Vegas to this basketball player and then annul the marriage nine days later cuz we were both drunk lololololololololol

  • America:

    Okay, sounds like fun!

  • Gay couple:

    We would like to get married and spend our lives together and possibly adopt unwanted children to give them a good home and -

  • America:

    WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU IDIOTS THAT IS DISGUSTING AND WRONG YOU DEFILE THE SANCTITY OF MARRIAGE SO GTFO

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the War within

When you loved me, everything was beautiful and nothing hurt. Every hour we ever spent together still lives within my heart.

PRINT THIS POST 5/16/12 — 5:16pm
here come the tears…

Unstoppable

PRINT THIS POST 5/14/12 — 2:43am
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When you were gone I was unbelievably strong. Now I know your coming back and my body is slowly weakening.. my heart is beating faster.. my mind is trying to out-do itself.. I never planned on feeling this broken again.

PRINT THIS POST 5/13/12 — 11:32pm
My mom carried me for nine months. She felt sick for those months with nausea, then she watched her feet swell & her skin stretch. She teared. She struggled to climb stairs, she got breathless quickly and she even suffered many sleepless nights. She then went through excruciating pain to bring me into this world. Then, she became my nurse, my chef, my maid, my chauffeur, my biggest fan, my teacher & my best friend. She’s struggled for me, cried over me, hoped the best for me and prayed for me. Most of us take our mom for granted. Reblog if you love your mom more than anything else in the world.

classy-universe:

always and forever. ^

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new tat :)

new tat :)

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You get used to sleeping with someone. You learn the feel of their arm around you, the sound of their breathing, the beat of their heart. It doesn’t matter if it’s been once or years, you fall in love with it. Then they go away, back home, to training, deployment, something makes them go so you are left to lay in an empty bed. It hurts, to sleep alone, but it’s worth it. Someday he will be there with you again and in that moment, between awake and asleep, it will feel like he never left.
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boniverotica: I asked Bon Iver to describe a perfect day. ‘We spend the morning picking wildflowers in the field near the one-room schoolhouse.  When the sun is high, we find a shade tree, spread out our Navajo blanket, and share a salad of organic arugula and some rosemary bread I baked.  You wear a picture hat and a linen romper.  I bring my banjo and play all your favorite Woody Guthrie songs.  In the evening, we smoke hand-rolled cigarettes and drink whiskey from a jam jar.  When the whiskey’s gone and we’ve smoked our last cigarette, we make love on the back porch with only the light of the fireflies to see each other by.’ simple.. beautiful..

boniverotica:

I asked Bon Iver to describe a perfect day. ‘We spend the morning picking wildflowers in the field near the one-room schoolhouse.  When the sun is high, we find a shade tree, spread out our Navajo blanket, and share a salad of organic arugula and some rosemary bread I baked.  You wear a picture hat and a linen romper.  I bring my banjo and play all your favorite Woody Guthrie songs.  In the evening, we smoke hand-rolled cigarettes and drink whiskey from a jam jar.  When the whiskey’s gone and we’ve smoked our last cigarette, we make love on the back porch with only the light of the fireflies to see each other by.’

simple.. beautiful..
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Notes: 3649 5/6/12 — 7:00pm